Monday, October 05, 2015

A song for my birth daughter

You were an adopted child and that is complicated. You may not know you were adopted. Not knowing you were adopted and then finding out later in your life could be a very traumatizing event for you. I realize that. I protect you by not approaching you.
It is all I can do for you. 
All that I have ever been able to do for you.
Protecting you in the only way that I can. 

On the other hand, I have always known you are in the world somewhere. Living your life in an emotionally safe zone of love and caring provided by your new parents. 

Well life has its own way of tick-ticking along and here I am many years later still hoping to meet you one day. I hope to learn you did well.. I hope to find out you have what you need from the folks who became your parents.
I wish you well. 

Please know if you ever want to meet me I will welcome you.